Thanks for joining me!
Good company in a journey makes the way seem shorter. — Izaak Walton
Thanks for joining me!
Good company in a journey makes the way seem shorter. — Izaak Walton
if Facebook was not invented do you tHink Life is sO duLL???
JUNE 29 02:58am
A LeAder whO is Using tHeir pOsition fOr sOmetHing otHer than deveLopment of empLoyees is nOt at aLL PROFESSIONAL!
tHere Are bOsses wHo Enjoy mAking Crude aNd Rude cOmments at the Office…
CoMments Are prOfane or jUst dOnt fit tHe wOrking moLd hAppen mOre often than you wouLd think…
WhiLe this dOesnt aLways hUrt tHe Leader, you have tO know wHo can tAke yOur hUmor and who cannot!
it can be a hUge Mess fOr the cOmpany if sOMeone tAkes an iNappropriate cOmment the WRONG WAY…
Bosses whO are nOt pRofessionaL aRe nOt good for the cOmpany.
They advocAte a cuLture wHere nOthing gets dOne aNd advAnceMent is bAsed On who cAn do the mOst fOr the bOss.
Turning empLoyees intO Servants is nOt whAt being a bOss is aLL abOut.
I work in this kind of EnvirOnment
The mAnager pOsition aNd TeaM Leaders are tHe one pLace wHere yOu wouLd expect yOur bOss tO be prOfessionaL..
bUt tHere are pLenty of bOsses wHo simpLy use tHeir POWER as a means tO anOther end thAt has Nothing to do with LEADERSHIP. ..
These bOsses tEnd not tO do weLL..
and tHe peopLe they Are in chArge Of teNd to nOt Like the BOSS after awhiLe….
My Bosses DevaLues the wOrk of professionaL Recruiters aNd pits Team members agaiNst each otHer..
fRom my Point of view
if yOu Are in A pOsition wHere yOu are a TEAM LEADER or mAnager or whatever is yOur Position..
yOu shouLd KNOW hOw to taLk to peopLe withOut yeLLing or mAking them feeL stUpid….
why dont they Just aPproach us in a Very HUmane MAnner
rather tHAn sHouting and yeLLing in front of other Agents..
its so UNPROFESSIONAL
And you caLL yOurseLf as a “TEAM LEADER”???
are yOu fuckin’ Kidding me???
I Lost aLL the RESPECT fOr this Organization….
Too bad too,
Because even thOugh the PAY wasn’t tHe gReatest..
theRe are SELECTED AND A VERY FEW coworkers tHat were aLL great and i Love to Hang out with..
JUST A PIECE OF ADVICE fOr tHe MAnagement and TeaM LEaders…
yOu sHouLd Try try aCting a bit More RESPECTFULL
to tHe eMpLoyees RatHer That PREJUDGING US
as nOt wAnting to wOrk.
Most peopLe if treAted with RESPECT AND DIGNITY are wiLLing to work 100% for an empLoyer…
June 24 2012
saw tHis picture on FacebOok…
sUddenLy i was speechLess for a Moment…
wHen i Have a Bad day…
tHroUgh aLL the tiMes i Messed Up..
tHose tiMes whEn im Dissapointed
the tHings That i dOnt get..
when things are nOt gOing the way i want it to be..
i mostLy tOok the bLame on Him..
iM not a perfect Christian..
i dOnt go to church every Sunday….
i prefer sLoUching on a couch with My Laptop on
ratHer tHan siTTing on a beNch on Church..
i am a Sinner.. and i AmDit it..
ive Doubted HIM a miLLion times….
and Looking BAck i Came tO realize he Has given Me More
tHan wHAt i Deserve..
i Have a close to perfecion Life..
i Have pLenty in teRms of
LOVE FRIENDSHIP AND FINANCIAL STATUS
i get everyting that i want with jUst a snap of my Fingers..
i have a Loving and Perfect FamiLy…
i have Friends that i can depend On..
i can Buy wHatever i Want…
i Have a stabLe reLatiOnship with my Dee
and i have aLL the tiMe in the wOrLd..
But sOmehOw i was Not cOntented
iM asKing fOr More..
Not tHingking that as i was asking for More
there are so may Less fortunate peopLe out there that
Need him More tHAn i Do..
When i was Joining Our Community service with the
street chiLdren i Came to reaLize
i Am so blessed aNd Lucky Not to have the kind of
LifestyLe tHat They HAve..
i doNt Have tO sUffer and sTruggLe aLL through Out My Life…
when iM fiGhting with My Parents aNd acting seLfish and cHiLdLike
those sTreet ciLdren dont even have parents tO guide and nurture Them
to cOnsoLe and prOvide them Love..
whiLe i Was compLaining on The fOOd that tastes Bad in front of me
tHose street chiLdren have empty stomach’s
and Have no fOod on Their pLates..
i tHink its time for me to stop compLaining and be contented with what i have..
i Need to refLect contemplate and revision my VaLues..
but it mUst be Lived fOrward
Each new dAy is a new beginning
tO Learn mOre about OurseLves
to cAre More about Others,
to Laugh mOre thAn we did
To accompLish more thAn we thOught we couLd
and be more than we were BEFORE
And i Learned My LessOn..
Cherish things whiLe you stiLL have theM
before they’re gone..
and you realize hOw precious they reaLLy are.
Everything in Life is temporary
So if tHings are gOing good..
Might as weLL enjOy it becaUse it wOnt Last fOrever…
And if thiNgs are gOing bad
don’t wOrry because it won’t Last forever eitheR
A jOurney of a tHousaNd miLes
begins with a singLe step
Never cRoss a bRidge
withOut knowing hOw to swiM the tides.
Of course i Cant cHange in aN iNstant…
i cant be to a siNner to a sAint..
it takes tIme..
but fOr now i guess the Bottom Line is
One minute you Have it then at a second its gone…
wHat we have are aLL memories..
i miss my cUz..
she was never Just a cOusin to me..
shes my guardian AngeL
My great great gRandma’..
she was my Best friend..
my Mom at tiMes.. hehhe coz shes acting like that a Lot..
but Most of aLL…
We were so cLose before..
sending eAch Other Letters tHe oLd skuL way…
As in OLD scHooL..
whenever her Mom visits here in baguio i send Letters for her..
aNd she does The sAme tHing..
no electronic emaiLs..
nO text messages..
Duh??? wHat do you expect we were just a kid when
we started commUnicting..
i was like 12 years oLd and sHe was 10..
Besides sociaL netwOrking Sites were not that raMpant before
CoMpared tO now tHat even if your Not yet born
you already have a FACEBOOK aCcount..
i Miss everytHing that we used to do…
i Thaught Her everytHing..
from right to wrong…
i was ahead of her for i tHink 2 Years
but she was far way Mature than me…
sHes aLways tHe one to sAve my Ass
whenever i got myself iNto trOubLe!
Haha Good thing for me…
As for me
i wAs Leading her to The Bad side…
weLL what can i DO??
both of our Lives were sOoo MESSED UP way BAck then..
Leaving Her No cHoice but to go with tHe fLow….
i was supposed to be Guiding her but it tUrned out otherwise..
i was the one to bLame on Her very First sip of aLcohoL..
First puff of a ciGarette..
DragGed her Ass out with partying and buLLshits..
Late night outs to wasted Endings..
and worst i was responsibLe For her first Taste of drugs..
i saw Her CHOKE.. and see her do her Laughing trip..
hahaha… SeriOusLy sHe looks NUTS!!!
since she Moved out of the phiLippines
we dOnt communicate That Often..
she seLdom texts and caLLs me…
and who sHaLL i bLame for tHat????
of cOurse her BOYFRIEND!!!
you tOOk her away fRom me…
dont you DARE show your face with me
coz iLL rip you into Pieces!!!!
yOu were always there for me when i needed you…
Now where the heLL are you???
i ReaLLy reaLLy reaLLy miss yOu…
Its been over a year..
we Were sO cLose But Now it seems like we bareLy kNow eAch other…
i want The oLd times back…
i want this Back…
i Know you Miss tHis tOo
those tiMes we Spend Together..
aLL tHose BuLLshits tHat Made us sTrOnger..
Funny tHings.. stUpid things That we Did..
its Now a tHing in tHe past….
so Move bitcH!
give Me a caLL Ms. PHILINE “BAK-KA” BINONGCAL MATUGAS…
i Know you miss me tOo..
i cried when you left..
sO Much DRaMa but its tRue…
i Know we Have Our sepaRate Lives nOw..
but stiLL the sAme your stiLL a Part of me..
your My sister right?
iLL see yOu sOOn..
2 Years cOntract is aLmost Over..
i reaLLy dOnt kNow wHats there aheAd of us..
but either wAy… Nothings gOnna cHange..
oh by The Way i wAs browsing yor pictures on facebOok
aNd i Cant heLp my seLf frOm LaugHing
how come frOm this twEetUms image
|tHis iNnocent Looks…..|
Luv tHose picTures…
and regarding What i have Said aBout yOur a-hOle Boyfriend???
i was Just kidding…i wOnt dO that..
i Have a haLo above my Head..
you know im just trippin’
as long as tHat a-hoLe Love you my mouth’s sHut..
heheh.. happy for yah..
ApriL 11 2012
The cOmpany strikes Again…
from my Opinion this tHing tHat they have on cOmpensating Lost hOurs is going OverbOrd..
ive been cOmpensating for Three weeks in a row
11 HoUrs For the Last twO weeks and now
they want us to diaL for 12 Hours to cOmpensate the hOurs That we’ve Lost yesterday
dUe to the fucking Internet cOnnection probLems…
tO heLL with that!!!
its Not Our fauLt..
sO wHy dO we have to Suffer The Consequenses???
what the heLL are they thiNking???
aNong paLagay nyo samin ROBOT??
kayo kaya Mag diaL ng MaLaman nyo..
tHis is tOo Much aLready..
ive Been EmotiOnaLLy aNd PhysicaLLy ExHausted…
i Have reAched the pOint in My cAreer where
reGardLess of how i LiKe or hate my Job that i dOnt feeL Like Doing it AnymOre…
if i CouLd chOose Between being Sick eNough to stAy hOme
(and not just lying about being sick)
i wOuLd cHoose to be sick…
it wiLL be far less Aversive than Facing Our Boss..
my Team Leader my cO-wOrkers aNd My DESK…
sOme of us Work Hard aNd dOnt receive tHe gRatitUde we feeL we DESERVE from the Company..
some go to Work everyday..
work HARD and dOnt feeL they are REWARDED PROPERLY..
Raises are’nt fOrcoming aNd prOmotiOns arent either..
peopLe wHo seem to WOrk Less but Have More poLiticaL cLout seem to do Better…
sOunds fRusTrating tO me..
Many peOple out There QUIT due to Stupid Company PoLicies aNd pOor Compensation
aNd also Due Bosses
speciaLLy stUpid DUmb ass BosSes that PrOvide Toxic LeadersHip..
tHey are’nt MutuaLLy excLusive and this tHings are the reAsOns to qUit…
no offense.. taMaan ang Tamaan…
for me i tHink There is No nEEd to fiGht tHe bOss
Nor The LeadersHip Nor Defy their CoMpany ruLes
becaUse it wiLL be UseLess…
Business isnt DeMocRacy aNd peopLe do not change easiLy..
the wiser way is to seek Greener Pasture…
February 27 2011
tHings cOuLd have been diffeRent..
January 12 2012
This tiMe… LaSt yEar…
everytHing is so Different…
Somethigs wrong… sOmeone changed…
tHis is not hOw it supposed to be…
im not prepared for this..
sO mUch dRama already..
getting tired of aLL this SHIT!
i dOnt want to think anymore..
i wont have to care either..
so Much for tHis…
i wiSh he cOuLd cut out aLL the buLLshit and teLL me wHat
the heLL is wRong…
Does it Break my Heart? of course!
every mOment… eVeryday..
i Never thought of my self as quiet.. Much Less siLent..
i never thought about thiNgs at aLL
yOu assume that iM fine…
bUt yOu dOnt knOw how to read between tHe Lines…
there are wOrse things tHan being under tHe weatHer
id Much Rather Catch a cOLd tHan this feeLings
tHis shit Hurts and takes a Lot Longer to go away….
i miss the OLD US..
the way he cared.. how he Made my day…
i Miss everytHing tHat we used tO be..
i want the oLd times BAck!!!…
Date a girL wHo writes ‘cOz she wiLL be abLe to recaLL in detaiL the diaLog between you twO..
DECEMBER 05 2011
give them the taste of their own medicine
for them to ReaLize wHat it feeLs Like..
for me its not that effective..
i appLied it Many times bUt stiLL
it keeps on bouncing back to me…
i want tO hate you haLf as Much as i hate myseLf
sOmetimes i dO wonder..
DO I DESERVE this..
yeaah i Know iM not that perfect..
i dOnt go to church..
i dont pray to him that mUch..
sOmetimes i dont beLieve he even exist..
bUt that dOesnt mean i dOnt Have Faith..
ist Just that….
with aLL the tHings thats been happening
i tHink he is Just tOo Unfair….
everytings been faLLing aPart..
everythings Messed Up…
iM gOing to QUIT sOOn..
i dont Understand..
i gave hiM everything
Loved Him UnconditionaLLy
Understanding him every step of the way
gave him aLL what he wants
i wanted to give up..
but i cant imagine my life without him..
i dont Know whOm to trust anymore..
they just cOme and go…
is a constant struggLe..
i reached the wROng eNds
by the wRong means
it Was the wrOng pLan
in the wRong Hands
The wRong theory for tHe wRong Man
the wRong eyes for The wrong Prize
the wrong qUestiOns with the wRong RepLies…
Im not beiNg hard on my seLf..
tHings wOuLd be sO much easier if i cOuLd Just switch Off
wHat i feeL for yOu..
i Want to be abLe to say ” i dOnt Like yOu tHat way”
and actuaLly mean it…
i want us both to be able to do Our own tHing
aNd for it Not to Bother me..
to Not be bothered wHere yOu are..
who yOure with
what yOur tHinking…
i want to be abLe to Let go aNd feeL Like im not Missing a Part of me..
but most of aLL i want you to JUST want what i want..
AND I DONT SEE THAT HAPPENING..
its the way i see it..
teLL me HOW can i Let go of aLL the things
that sHouLdnt even Matter????
baecause it reaLly sHakes aNd Fucks me up inside and
makes me think aLL these LOUSY THOUGHTS…
yOu were NEVER suPposed to Mean this Much to me..
i was Never supposed to FALL so HARD..
BUT YOU KNOW WHAT??
I DID and thats the truth..
thats what Keeps me hOLding on because
it HURTS LIKE HELL TO LET YOU GO!
it Beats the sHit out of me to say but
IM INLOVE WITH YOU..
im so confused….